मोह - fascination

Fascination - just a positive word for an enduring negativity - it endorses itself with.
It ruins you, your heart, mind and touches your soul.
Sometimes so true - it traps you inside a bar filled with eager, hunger for more and threatens you deep within to cry.
Jitters, shock, heartache, are just the after attacks of falling in this deep shit, of fascinating hallucination.
Surrounded by myths - you want more of it - every time it comes to you not begging but Demanding to stay.
We fall for it every day , every second without realizing the consequences of it conquering us.
Well, it has conqured you now - so what do you do?
Become its slave OR
Kick it apart ! it is for you to decide and deal with it.
So be it!!
Let's not become the victim rather make it a prisoner of your love and empathy that is within you and truly yours.
For no one but you  are going to close your eyes alone with only happiness and love and not ego or fascinate yourself with hallucination of love and empathy.
Think before you act - for its your decision of WHO YOU WANT TO BE.

A broken promise

What will you destroy of me.
I am too much broke .
The pieces you picked up
had always been torn.
They got binded once you showed
and now they are gone forever,
never to be mend again.
I was always a broken promise
You build in me a greater promise.
Don't know if it is destined for
But one fine day I have hope for the promise I made.
One fine day those pieces will meet.
Meet you in despise.
It won't last long - I so know now
The promise will still break but this time from you.
The truth and trust that you gave to me
It broke into pieces
How long for now can I bind the pieces .. neither do I know
Alas till my breath last I will promise to keep them awake
I still dream and look for you
Coz those dreams were given by you   

I Still Long For you

You know, - I have a heart
and one day , I gave it you.
Not to take it back
but for you to flourish it further.
I know it's not your concern
and I know oyu don't care
You waved the path of flowers for me
and took them all away -
leaving just thorns on the way out.
I still hope to live to care for you
I still wait for the right time.
I am only hoping for a brighter tomorrow every single day.
My love is all that matter
You rudeness is not what i deserve.
Coz i have done no harm
I still suffer the loneliness each night.
and i only pray for a brighter sunny day for tomorrow.
I see the silver lining in the cloud
Coz I believe in hoping for long.
The hope will die one day
The day I will Say "I loved you"
I only pray that day never comes
My only pray for you to wave me path full of flowers, greenery and grass,
where I walk with you in lonesome hand in hand
But I know its a dream which I only long for.

Belief in God,
Belief in You,
Was a belief within myself.
I forgot the strains formed in the past which were created.
I held your hand to go along.
But only not to be longed for long.
Only to be hurt again
Only to be doomed into the dark night and fall.
Only to cry again.
I wanted to love you and grow old together.
I wanted to take a leap and stand and rise my head again.
You left with no option.
You left me to cry in the rain and not returning to wipe them off.
Its now I don't want to
It's now I don't want to believe.
He the 'one above' shall forever exist
But not for me and I know.
You will never exist
and shall pass away like a bad dream
and I shall go away from the world it seems.
You struck me and shocked me.
It's now I don't want it anymore, neither do I want to grow old.
I will now and forever fake a smile
and be drowned in the laughter of sorrow.
I wish to not live long.
But will survive to stay awake all my life
Only to see you doom and
Baby once I am gone you will wish to return and call for me
Say "I miss you"
and I will have only one word to stay
"Sweetheart, I am gone long ago".

I see two roads

a road to nowhere but love

the second road to future and misery

confused and disheartened

it creeps within my soul

I ditch the path of belongingness or

 choose to live in the road to misery

I'm clinged to the love

I see no future, but yet Im doomed 

doomed into the misery of non-believing

It's belief  I only have,

It's the trusted love I can only give

It's just What I can give and not take anything in return..

It's the road to love that I choose.

It may have falls and dullness in the path 

but yet it gives me happiness to  be with you.

To give you What you wish for...

I know its you....

I know it's not you,
Still i live and hope to fight to be with you
I have life when its you,
I will survive if its you.
i find it hard to face the reality
and its too difficult to live  a lie,
I struggle everyday
Look and peep everywhere
Just to get a glance of you.
I Know its you,
Will be when you admit its TRUE..

Got something to say
It was then when i saw you
O I fell beneath the grass
So much head over heels
& now its not that easy to bring myself to peace....
Patience will make its way
Please open your heart and make my way
I wish to give life another chance
O I so wish i be in your arms
Thousand times over you
Still feel so far and away from you
Please redefine love for me
O lord i wish you have the heart to fall for me.....